{"id":72,"date":"2010-04-19T14:57:59","date_gmt":"2010-04-19T18:57:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/scripts.mit.edu\/~espeed\/blog\/?page_id=72"},"modified":"2010-04-19T14:57:59","modified_gmt":"2010-04-19T18:57:59","slug":"saturday-night-blues","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/erekspeed.com\/blog\/writings\/saturday-night-blues\/","title":{"rendered":"Saturday Night Blues"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I empty the glass.  Par for the evening, it tastes like shit.  I&#8217;d complain but nobody in this god forsaken country speaks a normal language.  Fuck it, I&#8217;m too far gone to care now.  I wander through the studio looking for the group I came with.  Can&#8217;t remember why I agreed to this; half a night of bad rock music performed by people who can barely stand let alone play any kind of instrument competently.  I find the girls.  Ah, yes, it&#8217;s always girls that bring me to shit holes like this.  Spending my time wasted or trying to be, chasing tail as if they&#8217;d give me the time of day.  The cuter one says something; lost to the bass.  She repeats herself, louder this time.  Once more, shouting.  Einstein would think her insane, but I lean in closer to finally catch at least the supporting threads of her message.   Girl&#8217;s friend&#8217;s band is up in room A.  She turns to leave.  I follow, not about to stop the chase, not about to lose one more night&#8217;s investment.<\/p>\n<p>Harder said than done.  A supposed rock festival, but each room only holds 4 or 5 essentially comatose meth-heads.  Cute girl shoots me apologetic smile.  I turn to find the bar.  One step; a loud crack. I can&#8217;t stand these people.  Second step; the wall beside me is gone.  Awareness is dawning too slowly.  My mind clears only to leave the veil of rotgut.  Even <em>here<\/em>!  They found me here?!  No time for regrets.  I turn too quickly for my state, falling to the floor.   Next to me, a dead rocker.  Doubt fades;   Silhouette by strangely diminutive silhouette, my past catches up to me.  I whisper words of a dead language.  I feel my body leave the visible plane and I make for less dangerous hiding spots.  Half a room to safety.  I hear my name.  Cute girl in the corner, clutching leg, eyes pleading.  2 thoughts\u2014 I&#8217;m not invisible; pursuers have located me.  The fuck! Half shifting isn&#8217;t a mistake even  an acolyte would make.  No time.  Must escape.  The door; so close.  I reach for the handle but it slips away.  A body breaks my fall.  If only I had a spell for sobriety!  I push off the poor fool; complaints; cute girl&#8217;s still alive I guess; no matter,  I&#8217;m clutching at the portal to my future.   My pursuers speak.  I know these words.  Sunder.  Green light envelopes me.<\/p>\n<p>I mumble a few words and wave the green light away.  I laugh, almost disappointed that agents of this level would be sent after me.  They can&#8217;t expect such cantrips to be effective against\u2014 pain!  My vision goes red.  Something&#8217;s wrong.  I look down, my hand; it&#8217;s gone.  Why?  I countered the\u2014 I choke back a sob.  Counter-clockwise! The somatic component, ruined.  Still, I&#8217;m here.  I pull the handle.  The door explodes.  I hit the wall and slide to the floor.  I cough, clearing the blood from my throat.  I gaze to see my last hope vanished.  These shadows; not the small frames of the seekers.  The council guard.  With two hands while sober, I might have a chance; no such luck.  I try to stand and fall over.  I close my eyes to give up\u2014 I&#8217;m brought back by small cries.  Still alive? She&#8217;s tougher than I thought, but she never had a chance.  I attempt to peacefully descend.  No.  A pang of guilt flashes over me.  I guess everyone wants to be a hero after all.  I glance up to check her status.  My gaze is followed.  I mumble words for speed and begin my dash to her.  One more phrase to stall them slightl\u2014  the words stop in my throat.  Silenced!  But I heard nothi\u2014 spells to the ether!  <em>My<\/em> ears?  Deaf to the ether!?  I slide along the floor next to her.<\/p>\n<p>One chance.  Final Sanctuary.  My life for hers.  First step, visualize a safe location . . . gray.  Faint remnants of places flit through my mind.  The pieces won&#8217;t stay!  Blue light; warmth.  The Abyss.  I smile sadly at her confused eyes.  Would have been nice.  I need a drink.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I empty the glass. Par for the evening, it tastes like shit. I&#8217;d complain but nobody in this god forsaken country speaks a normal language. Fuck it, I&#8217;m too far gone to care now. I wander through the studio looking for the group I came with. 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